im falling back in love with the world and im loving it!
i got the soundtrack to
me you and everyone we know the other day and i took the tollroad to school and got lost in the fog and the music was playing and it was amazing. it was like the movie of my life. and
on a joyride by cody chesnutt? i usually hate shit like that but i dont hate it. i love it!
i bought a betsey johnson punk label black one piece bustier thing on ebay. it was kinda like those balenciaga onesie things from like 2 years ago. so i put it in the washer. and pulled it out in shreds. AWESOME. it sucked!
i got
some girls cause i couldnt get 'beast of burden' outta my head and the entire album makes me so happy! and i saw
rock and roll circus today with victor and that was so good too! and we had so much fun today and that made me happy too. and i bought these smart puffs from henrys cause i thought it was pirates booty, but they were not-that-bad-for-you cheetos. yum! i ate the entire bag in 10 minutes though. once a fatass, always a fatass.
i start h&m on saturday and i am sooo excited! i promised i would stop buying lots of small retarded things like i like to do (80s prince purple rain carnival mirrors, im looking at you) and buy one awesome thing, like chloe silverado platforms. im hoping since they are a couple seasons old now, i can get them at a steep discount. the day i spend $800 on shoes.. well that will be a joyous day
they are the prettiest things i have ever seen.. next to my current obsessions:
who the fuck would make amazing sandals like this other than marc jacobs. i want to wear these and smoke cigarettes while wearing them. that would make me the steeziest lady ever. next to..
irina lazareanu. why is she so perfect? looking at her makes me want to bring back the bangs, but i always end up looking like joey ramone. maybe next time, it will be different, i keep thinking. i can only pray. i want to do the nico/penelope tree/cher thing, so ill have another go at it. im still young. anyway, i decided when im getting married im going to wear this chanel haute couture ensemble. ive got the dress, all i need is the groom. izzy?
i know these miu miu baroque wedges are old too, but i hope i can get this at a discount too. how the fuck are ebay sellers still trying to sell these badboys for $600?? i guess cause it's art and fashion at the same time. i bet if i wore these, someone would steal me and put me in a museum. they are that great.
isnt this mini dress the best? it reminds me of this dress in the new chloe spring ads, and then of course, while i was so close to winning it, i was miraculously outbid. shit shit shit!! i love the ruffles and the buttons and the velvet. we could have been so happy together..
I know i dont have anyone to wear this for, but me in this anna sui cami would be bomb. thats right, i just used "bomb." i would wear it over a slip and just wear it, it is so pretty.
and last but not least, this wonderful betsey johnson dress i have been lusting for a week on ebay. no one EVER bids on betsey johnson shit on ebay. i guess she just isnt in high demand, unless it's the alley cat or punk label stuff. but this dress was going to be mine, and id wear it with my 40 hole docs and leather jacket and a sneer. we were going to conquer the world, me and this dress. and then some fucker outbid me. i hate you!
it went for around $250 and im guessing it was from the mid nineties. what is wrong with the world?
i swear most of this shit i have bid on on ebay and someone is cyber stalking me to outbid me on everything i want. and then i end up winning the shit im not crazy about. im going to find that person, and burn down their parents house while they sleep.
but i want to start saving 200 dollars a month so i have enough money to put in a cd so it's away from my sweaty paws.
and a subscription to womens wear daily ($124)
and some karen walker tv eye sunglasses ($300)
and getting my ipods battery replaced ($80)
and finally paying off the last of my american express bill ($700, down from $2500)
fuck! im not made of money!
especially with my h&m discount and first pick at all the lovely designer knock offs... this is going to be tough. to say the least.
